Yep, I admit it. I lied although totally unintentionally. I did say that the release dates for paperbacks is kind of iffy and depends on a lot of things all getting done exactly on a schedule. SO Daring Directions missed a May release by a few days. It is now available at Amazon or through my page at Amber Quill --that is at http://www.amberquill.com/store/m/137-Deirdre-O-Dare.aspx I just ordered a few copies and will sell them at the list price of $13.50 plus postage, signed of course! Email me at azwriter427@yahoo.com to order from me.
As I said earlier, this collection is four of my special and different tales--Homless in Heaven, Last Train to Clarkdale, A Different Drummer and Game of Hearts. Each one is special to me for one reason or another and each takes place in a different southwestern state: in order, Colorado, Arizona, Nevada and Texas/New Mexico! Even knowing all of my lead characters were gay, I was half in love with them as they told me their stories so I could transcribe them. Eight very unique and fabulous men here!
At any rate, if you have missed one or more of these tales which have all been released in electronic format over the last couple of years, here they are all in a group and in a keeper copy for no more really than the downloads would be if you got each one separately! So check it out.
Here is the cover again and then the individual covers for each story. I lvoe the artwork. AQs cover artist is totally awesome and has an uncanny ability to capture my vision about 90% of the time! Last Train is my fave of this batch.
Experience Deirdre's Green Heat with excerpts and covers from her many erotic and erotic romance tales and chat about her writing and future releases!
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
Friday, April 24, 2015
What's Coming Next
First off, I will have a new collection in print coming out in May. The date on these releases is always flexible, just depending on when the book gets uploaded and is printed and ready for sale but it will be in May. The title is Daring Directions and it includes four stories: Homeless in Heaven, Last Train to Clarkdale, A Different Drummer and A Game of Hearts. All of these are somewhat unique and even "off beat" stories although I'm sure my normal voice and style is very much there. They've been out in electronic form as individual releases for some time but I felt they fit together to become a print collection. To me, they are just kind of special! I loved all these characters, for all their quirks and oddities, for the twists and turns they led me on as they shared their stories. I think you will too! I'll let you know as soon as it is available and will l have a few autographed copies to sell at the new release discount (25% off list) plus postage. There will probably be one or two up for grabs as a giveaway prize, too.
Here are the blurbs:
Here are the blurbs:
Homeless in Heaven: Homeless for over two years, Merl has hunkered down to
endure a second winter in Eden , Colorado .
He has lost the ability to trust or accept kindness as anything but a sneaky
attempt to weaken him for an attack.
Knowing he should seek to get back into the mainstream, he lacks the
will to try. Nate has led a sheltered and privileged life as the only child of
wealthy older parents, now deceased. He is working on a photo journalism piece
about the homeless people in Eden
when he first encounters Merl. Can he win Merl’s trust and cooperation in an
effort to provide positive long term help to other homeless people in the
area? Even more important, can he forge
a real partnership with the suspicious older man?
Last Train to Clarkdale: For Clay, always a
misfit and bullied at school, contact with the railroad and railroaders in the
small town where he grew up was a lifeline. He went on to a career in the
industry although not out on the track. Some odd compulsion draws him back to
his long departed home despite the painful memories he has of the place. A chance
meeting with Jon and sharing an afternoon’s tourist rail trip results from his
impulse. He gets an instant crush on the
big, bluff man, but what can a geeky clerical type rail fan offer a famous
world traveling scenic and wildlife photographer like Jon?
A Different Drummer: Jest has been on his own since his mid teens and still
blesses the chance that let him realize his dream of playing percussion in a
band, one who has become his surrogate family. Greene has struggled to build
himself a life far from the undisciplined communal community in which he grew
to his mid teens. Traveling aimlessly, he meets Jest and the other members of
Taken By Storm. He’s intrigued but terrified of slipping back into a disorderly
world like that of his childhood.
A Game of Hearts: Losing the love of his life, DeVore became a
recluse. At one of the few social functions he steels himself to attend, he
meets an amazing young man. Can he find new life and new love? Tim Hardesty was
a preemie and always frail. As a teenager, an organ transplant was the only
thing that could save him. Now grown to manhood he is still struggling to break
away from family ties and find a purpose for his life. It’s a thrill to meet an
idol whose powerful photographs move many. But is this attraction his own or
coming from the stranger’s heart now beating in his chest? Sometimes to win in
the game of hearts, you have to risk terrible pain and take fearsome chances.
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Reminder--Midnight Cowboys available Sunday! (M/M Adult situation)
Midnight Cowboys by Deridre O'Dare http://www.amberquill.com/store/p/2168-Midnight-Cowboys.aspx
I'm really excited about the next PAX, Ooh to be back in the 1960s! That turbulent decade was such a powerful turning point in the lives of those who lived it, especially if it came at that impressionable time in their lives, catching them in the middle teens to late twenties. The events and social changes of the times probably marked the rest of their lives. I can't wait to get the other four stories in this collection!
I really tried to capture some of this angst, mystique and atmosphere in Midnight Cowboys. I am pretty sure that Riki and Jerry both became different men than they might have been without the experiences they had which I laid out in the story. As with all of my tales, the main characters became very real to me and I truly had a sense that they were dictating their story to me and I simply took it down and maybe played with the words a little bit as I did so.
Here is one more excerpt, a pretty hot one. They've been to a party and both are somewhat drunk and also high, Jerry on pot and Riki on coke.
I'm really excited about the next PAX, Ooh to be back in the 1960s! That turbulent decade was such a powerful turning point in the lives of those who lived it, especially if it came at that impressionable time in their lives, catching them in the middle teens to late twenties. The events and social changes of the times probably marked the rest of their lives. I can't wait to get the other four stories in this collection!
I really tried to capture some of this angst, mystique and atmosphere in Midnight Cowboys. I am pretty sure that Riki and Jerry both became different men than they might have been without the experiences they had which I laid out in the story. As with all of my tales, the main characters became very real to me and I truly had a sense that they were dictating their story to me and I simply took it down and maybe played with the words a little bit as I did so.
Here is one more excerpt, a pretty hot one. They've been to a party and both are somewhat drunk and also high, Jerry on pot and Riki on coke.
***
Once back on campus, they staggered up the three flights of
stairs, leaning on each other’s dubious support.
“I…hate…these…fucking…stairs.” Riki ground out the words
between breaths. The mixture of coke and beer seemed to have depleted his
natural energy. “Ain’t no stairs at Tolbert’s place. We need ta move.”
“Maybe,” Jerry replied. “I gotta think on it with a clear
head.”
They stumbled into their room, and Jerry kicked the door
shut behind them. Riki looked around, disgust on his face. “Ah, fuck it. I’m
horny. No way can I do those steps again, though. If I could, I’d go back to
the Panther or somewhere…”
“So’m I,” Jerry admitted. “Horny, I mean.” Then he surprised
himself with his next words. “We can do something about it right here if you
want.” They were still standing close, Riki’s arm across Jerry’s shoulders and
Jerry’s around Riki’s waist.
Riki stared at Jerry, struggling to focus his eyes. “Say
what? I mean us, you and me?”
Jerry shrugged, not quite comfortable now that it had been
said when they were still so close. “Well, we could. Shit, if I could suck that
fat, stinking, old oil man, I guess I could do you.”
Riki laughed. “Oh yeah, there’s that, huh? I don’t think I
stink, but I’m about as drunk as he was. Won’t pass out, though, not yet. Okay,
I’m game if you are.” He pulled away far enough to unbuckle his belt and lower
the zipper on his jeans. Pushing them down off his hips, along with his shorts,
he flopped back onto a chair. “’N if I don’t pass out, I’ll do you after.”
Put up or shut up,
Hoffman. Jerry dropped to his knees in front of Riki. Even if he’d seen his
friend nude the other night at the hotel, this was different. Riki’s cock stood
up stiff, almost brushing his lower belly. It was dark with blood, twitching
with each heartbeat.
When Jerry wrapped his hand around it, the strangeness
didn’t hit him as it had with the oil man. The scent he inhaled, though musky
and male, was not offensive. He stroked a couple of times, experimentally,
getting the spirit of it.
Wednesday, April 8, 2015
More on Midnight Cowboys!
Okay, we have a PAX cover now and I can tell you the other four stories. They will all be out on April 19 so you do not have long to wait. The titles are Laurel Canyon by AJ Llewellen, Silences of Fallen Stars by Vivian Dean, The Stonewall Inn by DJ Manly, Woodstock gave Me You by JD Walker and Midnight Cowboys by yours truly. Here is the collection cover:
Another excerpt coming up in the next day or two and you need to check our PAX blog http://amberpax.blogspot.com/ the next two weeks for more and to get special tidbits from each author about their contribution to the collection. A blast from the past indeed!!
Another excerpt coming up in the next day or two and you need to check our PAX blog http://amberpax.blogspot.com/ the next two weeks for more and to get special tidbits from each author about their contribution to the collection. A blast from the past indeed!!
A fave story of mine and a Special Sale!!!
This is not necessarily one of my best sellers but when I look at my back list, I always go to this one right away. It was special to me when I wrote it and remains so. Grab a copy at 50% off now between April 8 and 14. Click the link below!
50% Overall Discount Sale -- All Deirdre O'Dare E-Books
Take it Easy by Deridre O'Dare ISBN:978-1-60272-315-3
Genres: Contemporary / The Arts / Some Lesbian Content
Heat Level: 3
Length: Extended Amber Kiss (13k words)
Heat Level: 3
Length: Extended Amber Kiss (13k words)
Blurb:
Stormy Alcott supports herself, her two children and her mother by working as an independent cross-country trucker. When low fuel forces her to get off I-40 in Winslow, Arizona, she sees and picks up a passenger who turns out to be a musician down on his luck. Together they make some amazing music. Is a career change in her future?
Tom Holden, newly back from military duty in the Middle East with the Tennessee National Guard, hopes to catch up with his old band in Las Vegas. His truck breaks down, leaving him stranded in Winslow. Before a violent summer storm hits, a lady trucker gives him a lift. Can the inspiration she provides help him make it to the big time?
Excerpt: (They've just come onto a bad wreck near the Arizona-California line here.)
"I guess I could try and turn around and go back to Kingman, but I don't see much use in it. Not much we can do but wait. "
He flashed a grin at her. "Yeah, no forty-acre field here, is there?"
She socked him on the shoulder. "Go on with you. I don't need no forty acres to turn my rig around. Twenty will do just fine."
At the instant her fist impacted his solid bicep, his hand closed around her wrist. All at once the cab filled with a humming tension. Energy arced between them, eyes to eyes and skin to skin where his callused fingers shaped a bracelet around her arm. She relaxed her hand and spread it across the heat of his taut muscle absorbing the masculine power he radiated.
After a moment, he tugged, shifting her balance until she fell toward him. He released her wrist, but only long enough to close his arms around her. She settled against the comfortable breadth of his chest, a slow sigh leaking out of her lungs. I'll move, pull away in just a minute, but this feels so damn good... Before she completed the thought, his mouth found hers, and coherency flew right out of her mind.
He tasted of coffee and mint gum, and he kissed like a master at the craft. She didn't even think before she opened to the teasing probe of his tongue. He edged a hand up between their bodies and palmed her breast. Her whole body shivered at the touch as her nipple pebbled inside her bra, straining at the silky lace fabric. It felt like heaven, but was still not enough. Nowhere near enough.
"Can't get a room, but the sleeper behind us has a real nice mattress." She cringed at the inane remark, but it was said and it made the point.
"Lead on, sugar. I'm right behind you."
Stormy felt exposed when she climbed down from the cab and opened the sleeper door, Tom right behind her.
I might as well be standing naked in front of the No-tell Motel. Oh, hell, for all anybody knows, we're married. It's nobody's business anyway. It's been too long since I got laid and I need this.
The sleeper had no wasted space. It held a double bed, which took about all the room there was. She crawled onto the mattress and toward the back corner, leaving room for Tom to get up beside her. He shut the door behind them and stretched out. She flipped on one small light, the one she sometimes read by, and turned to face him.
He toed off his boots and laid them down in the six-inch strip of floor that edged the bed.
"Don't want to get mud on your pretty quilt," he explained. "It looks like the kind my grandma use to make. She lived up in the hills outside of Nashville and pretty much clung to the old ways."
"My gran made this one," Stormy confessed. "She's been gone quite a while, but she left a bunch of pretty handwork behind. I use this to keep her memory alive and a little bit of her here with me."
"You can't beat a good ole southern hill lady unless it's a good young one."
She caught his insouciant grin out of the corner of her eye.
Oh, man, he's got a line and charm as thick as peanut butter. Stormy kicked off her athletic shoes and dropped them beside his boots. Before she was done, he laid her back with two sure hands and rolled up to prop on his elbow looking down at her.
"Is that your real name, Stormy? How'd a pretty lady get stuck with such a moniker?"
"Yeah, 'bout as real as it gets. My birth certificate reads Stormy Jane Alcott. I took back my own name after my louse of an ex took off. Wasn't about to call myself Stoker any longer. If I could, I'd change my kids' names, too. As to how or why, Mama used to tell me it was a real dark and stormy night when I made my appearance and she just thought it fit. Always did have a bit of a temper..."
Friday, April 3, 2015
Excerpt 1 from Midnight Cowboys--adult language
Midnight Cowboys by Deirdre O'Dare, to be released April 19, 2015 from Amber Quill Press !! ISBN and buy link coming soon!
This introduces and covers the initial meeting between Riki and Jerry as both arrive at college and discover they are roommates.
Crockett
State College,
This introduces and covers the initial meeting between Riki and Jerry as both arrive at college and discover they are roommates.
South West Texas
September 1967
Richard “Riki” Robards shoved the
scuffed door open before he skidded to a stop. Grim and austere barely
described the room he viewed. He’d seen sweeter jail cells. Oh shit, oh goddam fucking shit. And I’ve
gotta share this grody overgrown closet with a roommate?
He stepped aside as Sanchez
shuffled in with the fourth load of Riki’s stuff and dumped it in the middle of
the dark, dreary room.
“Tha’s it.” Sanchez, the senior Robards’ current man of
all work, huffed out an aggravated breath. “I’m goin’ home now.”
That left nothing for Riki to say
except, “Gracias. Hasta luego.” He knew Sanchez did not care for him, but that
was okay. Neither did his family, really. Riki was on his own now, anyway.
Taking a step through the door, he caught sight of his reflection in the
streaked mirror hanging over a battered chest of drawers. He addressed the
image aloud.
“You gotta make it work this time,
my man. You’re down oh and two here. It’s either become a college student for
real or head for boot camp. No other choices.”
For an instant he saw himself with
a shaved head and baggy camouflage uniform. The picture was not pretty. No, his
party was over. Family purse strings had been tightened with a severe hand. And
a Robards, he had been informed, did not run off to Canada as an alternative to
military service. If he even attempted it, he’d be disowned completely. This
time he’d better buckle down to produce decent grades and acceptable behavior.
Or else. After failing in one college and being expelled from another he was
running out of options.
Exhaling a ragged sigh, he stepped
aside at the sound of footsteps closing behind him. He turned to see a slender fair
young man stumble to the door, holding a box balanced on his right shoulder
while he dragged a clumsy, abused-looking suitcase with the other hand.
“Hi,” he said, in a low, somewhat
hesitant tone.
“Wish I was.” At that, the other
man’s eyes widened for an instant before he schooled his face to a neutral
expression.
“Yeah, right.”
The new arrival glanced at the number
on the door and then gave a nod. “You picked your side yet?”
Riki shrugged. “I’ll take this one,
the right.”
“Okay.” The newcomer dumped the box
onto the desk in his half and propped the suitcase against the foot of the
second single bed. He took a couple of deep breaths. “Those stairs are a bummer.
Just one more load, though.”
For a moment the two of them stood,
taking each other’s measure. The newcomer wore a light yellow Oxford shirt, button down collar and all.
With it he had on neatly pressed khaki slacks and… penny loafers? Did anyone
really still wear them these days? Riki suppressed a smirk. Holy shit, a real preppy type nerd, dork or
something, like square squared. Still, despite the uncool attire, the guy
wasn’t bad looking.
Part of Riki wanted to launch into
a sneering attack but something held him back. Maybe a vague sense of self
preservation. No use making an enemy of someone you had to live with, even a
guy who might be induced to help with your homework or do papers for you. Fast
as a riff on his Strat, Riki shifted mental gears.
“Hey, I’m Riki. With two “I’s”,
like Jimi.
“Err, Hendrix you mean?”
“Yeah, the man, the hip one, the
killer.”
“Okay, cool. I’m Jerry.”
After a beat, Riki surprised
himself. “Need a hand with your shit?”
“Nah, just one more load. My
typewriter and another box. I can deal with it.”
***
Jerry clattered back down the
stairs. He moved his rusty VW away from the loading zone before he grabbed the
last of his stuff. With his portable typewriter under one arm and a second box
tucked against his right side, he headed back up to his new home. Wow, college
was really going to be different. He looked around at other students arriving,
lugging their assorted shit into the dorm.
Most were in wide-legged blue jeans
and bright t-shirts or flashy cowboy attire. Well, this was Texas , after all. A few were dressed like he
was but they were the minority. Across the parking lot, in front of another
dorm, the incoming students appeared mostly female. Big hair, really short
skirts or those grandma looking long dresses. Foxy, most of them, but even from
here he could hear them, most cussing up a storm. Back home girls didn’t do
that, at least right out in public. Every second word seemed to be “fuck.”
Holy shit, he’d never ever said that
word in front of a woman or a girl! Good thing Mom and Grandma were not here.
They’d be ready to drag him right back home to Piney Creek. All at once he
recognized that his education was not all going to be academic. He’d fallen
into a brand new world here, a world light years from the conservative little
town where he’d spent all of his nineteen years. He thought about his new
roommate and grinned.
Riki, huh. Some name. Riki was one
of those in jeans, elephant legged and long, right down over whatever he had on
his feet. On top a black t-shirt with glitter and those psychedelic flowers and
stuff all over it. Good looking, too. Almost black hair down over his shoulders
and a wicked grin. Jerry was sure he’d
seen a guitar case and a big amp in the heap of the other guy’s stuff. Maybe he
even played in a band. Oh man, that would be outta sight!
And that was how it all began…
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Midnight Cowboys is coming!!
Yep, in less than three weeks Midnight Cowboys will be available! If you have curiosity or nostalgia about the nineteen sixties, you will want to read it and the other tales in the 1960's "happening" PAX! As in very PAX, the tales will all be different and unique because the authors who created them are a very diverse bunch. We are in different age groups, live in different parts of the country--or even the world--and each bring our own voice and personality into the tales we write. Most of us have different methods and approaches to writing fiction as well.
As I often do, I set my story in the west; these guys are not "real" cowboys by any means and to some degree it really is their first rodeo! Riki thinks he is very sophisticated and worldly compared to his naive small-town-boy roommate, Jerry. But Riki has a lot to learn too about life and love in the world he calls home. My setting is a fictitious small west Texas town that is home to a state college.
My alma mater was in a small town in central Arizona but there are many similarities except we could not make an easy run across the border into Mexico. I was attending as a woman, not a young man, but the challenges were not so very different. The freedom of being away from home and watchful family or neighbors created an illusion that liberty was license! Riki and Jerry were lucky to fare as well as they did treading the edge of danger. But this is fiction where we should challenge but not crucify our characters, especially the leads!
Here is the blurb from Midnight Cowboys. An excerpt will follow soon. Go back one post for the cover.
Midnight Cowboys blurb:
Two young men from very different backgrounds end up roommates at a state college in westTexas in the latter part of the turbulent
sixties. In the course of their developing relationship, both of them get an
education. They tread very near the edges of risk and disaster in a time when “anything
goes” was a watchword, but the bond they form helps to bring them both back
from the brink and then long steps down the path to maturity and knowledge of
many kinds. Isn’t that what education is all about?
Riki is the black sheep of a wealthy family, on
his third and final chance to avoid the draft or disinheritance. His big dream
is to be a hot guitarist with a rock band and he has a weakness for
recreational drugs that make him feel better about himself. Jerry is a true son
of Bible Belt America ,
happy to be able to go to college and perhaps rise above the lower middle class
level of his family. He has to grow rapidly through his shock and meld into the
turbulent times that had not yet found his small town roots. The two form an
unlikely friendship that develops into a deeper bond as they experience drugs,
sex and rock n’ roll in their heyday.
As I often do, I set my story in the west; these guys are not "real" cowboys by any means and to some degree it really is their first rodeo! Riki thinks he is very sophisticated and worldly compared to his naive small-town-boy roommate, Jerry. But Riki has a lot to learn too about life and love in the world he calls home. My setting is a fictitious small west Texas town that is home to a state college.
My alma mater was in a small town in central Arizona but there are many similarities except we could not make an easy run across the border into Mexico. I was attending as a woman, not a young man, but the challenges were not so very different. The freedom of being away from home and watchful family or neighbors created an illusion that liberty was license! Riki and Jerry were lucky to fare as well as they did treading the edge of danger. But this is fiction where we should challenge but not crucify our characters, especially the leads!
Here is the blurb from Midnight Cowboys. An excerpt will follow soon. Go back one post for the cover.
Midnight Cowboys blurb:
Two young men from very different backgrounds end up roommates at a state college in west
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